
December 29, 2005
Today, my wonderful blessing is 4! I cannot believe that Cash has been in this world such a short 4 years and yet at the same time a really fast 4 years.
Just the other day I told him, "I don't want you to get any bigger." He lovingly responded, "Just don't think about it, Mama. Think about something else......like Christmas!" Although he is getting bigger every minute right before my eyes I continue to have him reassure me that he will always be my baby!
Cash really is an amazing young lad. Seems everywhere we go someone always asks, "How old is he?" Generally, they ask after they have heard him speak. I have to say he talks like he is 10--kinda makes me sad but at the same time proud. He has nice manners and exceptional language skills where his pronunciation is dead on. I can't believe how quickly he outgrew "baby talk" seems he just skipped that phase altogether.
Today, I have been looking back on his first year pictures, second year pictures and of course pictures from this past year. He and I actually browsed them together and it was fun to show him the first time he rode in Daddy's truck from the hospital.
The picture below is one of my favorites. The boppy was a lifesaver and it seems like just yesterday I was distraught over weaning him. I could rock him forever and would happily rock him in the middle of the night and never rush it. I can honestly say I cherished those late nights/early mornings--I knew that it wouldn't be long and he would be 4!

Brand New things are happening by the minute!
Cash loves dressing himself (4-5 layers at least), loves playing dress-up, adores his cowboy boots, always wants to be the first to open his brother's door in the morning or after nap, Cash is the best big brother, enjoys tumbling and running, likes to go to dinner, doesn't like to eat, loves to use scissors and getting very brave about everything he does!
4--I can't think about it too much! It really is crazy. Thoughts have been running through my head of the "mother/son" dance at his wedding--STOP! I just want to make sure I remember everything about the last 4 years so I can tell it all to him and the next 25 to him during that 10min. dance (gonna make sure it is a long song!).
So, as you can read.....I am a very proud mother. We still do our "catch a kiss" game everynight and I tell him that "I love you more than you could ever imagine" well, I added a new line to that one:
"I love you more than I could ever imagine!" Mama
